memory snippets

Feels good

Sun, 08 Aug 2010 18:49:58 +0800

All I can say, I like the feeling of being released from a burden. Its unexplainable, but I’m really glad it happened today.

Sounding vague at the moment, but things will become clearer soon enough :)

Need.a.break

Thu, 05 Aug 2010 07:47:44 +0800

Waking up and beaming happily each day helps me tackle the day on a right note.

But lately, it has been quite trying for me, perhaps due to the subconscious stress or what not.

I’m okay, perhaps need a little me time and a new hair style (hint: even shorter)

Steak from the queen & mangosteen (recently)

Wed, 04 Aug 2010 20:20:58 +0800

Steak from the queen & mangosteen (recently)

Excitement of days

Mon, 02 Aug 2010 08:59:06 +0800

Can’t help but feel the days rushing by, yet, that familiar excitement and apprehension.

Blessed be what comes forth, :)

G2000 50% Discount voucher

Tue, 27 Jul 2010 08:54:48 +0800

G2000 50% Discount voucher

Kids

Sun, 25 Jul 2010 00:17:46 +0800

After interacting with a toddler, actually, kids ain’t that bad after all, depends on how they are brought up.

It certainly made me start thinking twice about the issue of kids. I think the bf would be relieved. :x

But that doesn’t mean my ‘violent’ streak of scowling at kids has stopped, especially when they are bawling non stop. That still gets me badly.

Missing

Fri, 23 Jul 2010 20:42:46 +0800

I miss the gatherings, beers, podcasting, drinking, eating, and the chit chats.

Would love to be back in action again…

25 days

Mon, 19 Jul 2010 20:30:31 +0800

25 days to turning 25.

Perhaps its good not to expect anything, lest the disappointment will be too hard for me to take.

Even if it falls on a Sunday, so?

At this point in writing, I don’t think I am in the right frame of mind. Take that I am just venting alright?

Carrot cake with otah!

Mon, 19 Jul 2010 19:36:03 +0800

Carrot cake with otah!

Friday morning!

Fri, 16 Jul 2010 09:07:09 +0800

Friday morning!

Hairstyle

Tue, 13 Jul 2010 08:03:28 +0800

Went from near waist length hair to a short crop, complete with highlights, and its been a while since I did such a drastic change :p

Now I am trying to figure out the next hairstyle I wanna do in august, but keeping the length for now.

I know girls are more preferred to keep long hair, but for me, I want something low maintenance, fuss free, and won’t give me a bad hair day :p

Peace

Mon, 12 Jul 2010 20:09:03 +0800

…is when the heart is at ease, undisturbed by outward affairs. Good or bad, still will have to handle… :)

Happiness

Sat, 10 Jul 2010 18:00:09 +0800

…is being able to get through the day with a gd pace, without taxing oneself, and enjoying it :)

15 more capsules to go!

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 22:11:30 +0800

15 more capsules to go!

Skin condition as of June 2010

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 20:39:49 +0800

Skin condition as of June 2010

Untitled

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 20:30:16 +0800

This post shall be left untitled since I have no other way of putting an appropriate title for it.

Frankly speaking, its no coincidence that things are slowly but surely turning for the better. To say its by my effort wouldn’t have been proper at all, for its only through His work… (:

To say I don’t have my bad days is an understatement. I still do though but slowly working the bad bits away… That feeling of being able to feel light and gladness in the heart is a lovely feeling to have all the time.

I am thankful for everything that takes place, for there is a time and reason for each thing to happen. :D

Perhaps its finally time to open the next chapter. I am closing the sad, bad chapter, letting go of the awful past, and embrace what comes forth, for all is made well.

Only time will reveal everything. And till the day comes, I will wait and listen.

“Let the heart not be troubled, neither let it be afraid”

Prawn ramen!

Tue, 06 Jul 2010 23:36:41 +0800

Prawn ramen!

Soon-to-be 25

Tue, 06 Jul 2010 20:53:09 +0800

Will turn 25 this year, but the impending feeling I get is more like 21. It may just mean turning a year older, but this will have a personal significance to me.

You see, I’ve always battled issues of low self esteem, and lack of confidence, and shaking off the hurtful past.

Also, I’ve given my complexion a new lease of life…in the form of skin treatment. Its money well spent (less than 600), especially seeing the skin improving constantly.

I know I won’t be able to get baby smooth skin, but at least no more new pimples or acne, as my blemish prone skin will just have a hard time recovering.

I dunno how to celebrate it yet, perhaps a makeover photoshoot? That should help me close the old chapter and move on.

Once told myself, ugly ducklings do have a shot to be a beautiful swan… Perhaps it has finally come true… :s

Monster

Tue, 06 Jul 2010 08:41:13 +0800

The emo monster caught me briefly yesterday, but I’m now alright. There are some things worth waiting for, and of course, its all the more sweeter when its realized.

I know my turn will be next… And without a doubt too! All I need to do is look forward and enjoy life as it is :)

Deeply loved

Sun, 04 Jul 2010 23:27:17 +0800

I am always reminded how highly favored and deeply loved by Him. Indeed, He never left nor forsaken me.

My times of needs have been met, and all I need to do is just rest in Him.